WE ARE WE ARE

hello patriotic blog readers!
not. i don't even have enough posts to be patriotic about.




ok so this weekend has been mellow and harsh [in a good way] at the same time.
friday night i saw paramore! it was a great show, sound systems were good [for once. sydney entertainment centre is normally shitty] and hayley's vocals were excellent. and i did enjoy myself, i wasn't looking forward to it, i actually forgot about it until about last tuesday. this was during the only exception [note the lighters, glowstics and phones dotted in the crowd like stars]

So yes, it was quite a good show. Saturday I kind of passed at home, doing my assignment, which might I add has taken the most part of forever. It's so treacherous and tedious. but it's done so yay.
and i have been getting mostly positive feedback from it.

so i know what i want btw. i want to be a journalist. it's ideal. it really is.

this is kind of a bad post so i'll finish it now.
xo

holy mackrel term 4

hey guys!
so it's really weird, at the moment i am really, really into irish folk music. and i am ready to admit it is the weirdest music i have listened to, but i love it. the corrs especially. it has inspired me to do quite a few things next year:
1. the most obvious, to learn irish dancing
2. play soccer [yeah i dunno either]
3. go back to art classes.
i used to really enjoy going to art classes, i did them at hazelhurst. and sorry to be immodest, but i am not that bad at art [there are three things that i succeed in: art, english and piano. i'm a typical librian]
. i'm bad at dancing and sport in general so maybe next year will be a year of change. don't worry, i'll never say that again.
i don't remember if i've mentioned this, but i'm going to new york in december [yes, yes and three times yes!]. one of my favourite television shows [some will hate me for this] is gossip girl. and for those of you who have been living under a rock, the show is filmed in NY. so yes, i am excited.
i cannot wait to see: central park, the top of the empire state building, rockefeller centre, madame tussauds, the statue of liberty [only if i have time, been once already], THE MET STEPS/the metropolitan museum of art, tiffany's :) and yeah heaps of places really. i'm going by myself, which is scary but my aunty lives there. if i see the gossip girl crew caravans i will surely steal blair waldorf's rack of clothes. i'm not even joking. jokes. sort of. no, really. ish. haha. ?
AND I HAVE DECIDED, that i AM going to be an english teacher/journalist/writer in england, and i will live in surrey, and i don't care if i'm broke, divorced, disabled or 86 years old, it will happen.

lol i am mentally unstable and morbidly depressed.
but hey, whatever. i have a whole term with my friends to look forward to, and school shouldn't be too bad.
i'm just going to take things as they come for the next month or so, and see how it goes, because i never do that. i'm always stressed about something: either social or academic [suprisingly it is more often the latter].
see you soon,

yvan eht nioj

lol jokes don't join the army. wow that's awkward.
ok so 24 hours ago i think i liked geography. i think. but a LOT of things change in a mere day, i hate it, i hate everything to do with it. which is unfortunate as i feel like a human atlas due to inhumane studying/revising/assignmenting. i swear i never thought i would say this but there is too much work.

but i've abandoned it for now and am happily blogging away. ish.
the next thing to do on my nonexistent 'list of things to do' is (ironically) to make a list of 100 things i want to do before i die. hopefully i will get at least 50 of them done but lol who knows lol lol lol. is that annoying ok i will stop lol. lol.

actually i'll stop the whole post. i have nothing to say, my brain is truely drained of energy. and i slept shit yesterday soo…

bye

the most random piece of writing you will ever read that actually might make sense.

hello again! it's the 4th of october, and this day has no real significance for me at all. so whatever, ehehe.

i'm in quite a chirpy mood for some odd reason, it's not a bad thing but i'm not normally this happy. 

so i'll make the most of it i guess.

term four is nearing and it stuns me that 9 months of high school have already passed. it's odd and it's brillant. and i always adore the end of term 3 because: it's always on my birthday or very near it, we only have one term left, and summer is close, but not too close. but i absolutely hate hate hate hate hate hate spring. there is always one of those compact tissue packets in my bag because i am quite literally a sneezing machine. i sneeze at least once an hour. it's abnormal, even the doctors think so; and that's why i get my nose x-ray results back tomorrow. joy unbounded, 2 hours waiting time at the doctors. i might be having second thoughts about the spring holidays.

actually, no. never. hahahah.

i also have a weird habit of losing things during the holidays. so far these things have "disappeared" in the past week or so: two tubes of lipgloss, my phone sock [is that what it's called?], my watch, various sheets of sheet music, and my metronome. 

i've found some of it, even on the same day but where on earth does the rest of it go like honestly. 

daylight savings is also something that happened on the weekend. so that actually means n saying "oh it's not 10 o'clock it was 9 o'clock this time yesterday so it doesn't make a difference" and then sleeping in and wasting the day. i love sleeping in, but i never do because i'm scared i won't have enough time to do stuff.

i have a friend who wakes up at six in the morning, on the dot, every single day. involuntarily. it's quite weird, but i wish i could do that. my cat is my alarm clock. yeah i'm cheap. "lol". 

anyway my mum got a new phone and we're bengali so she's invalid with it so i have to go teach her how to use it because my idiot of a brother can't.

bye 

the cliche post

hey everyone, i'm jessica.
i'm not exactly new to this whole blogging thing, except the new layout that blogspot has to offer.
i blogged for about 11 months before but i just couldn't be bothered later on. but oh am i bothered.
but i want to be something along the lines of a writer, and this will really help me.
and i like writing, it's probably my favourite thing to do. my old blog is linked.
i'll tell you 10 things about myself so that you know me a bit better.

1. i'm bengali
2. i love english and anything to do with literature
3. i want to move to england when i'm older
4. i must study at oxford university
5. i'm in year 7 right now
6. i turned 13 last sunday
7. i used to play piano but i got sick of it, and didn't really have enough time. i still play, but i don't take lessons. it's hard to let go of music because of other things.
6. i want to learn irish dancing
7. i want blair waldorf's wardrobe
8. i'm going to new york in december!!
9. i'm really into the 18th century victorian era at the moment
10. and i'm also really confused about a lot of things.

take care